You're My You.

You're my you by Nyoy Volante

I thought I could just do it all by myself. I thought it would be easier if we just go our separate ways. I thought i would be better off without you. I thought I can face the world without you, without your love. I thought I can do it by myself. I thought you don't need me. I thought they were right that I should narrow down the things that i need to focus on and eliminate you. I thought I'm forgetting about myself. I thought if I continue to fall for you more, I'll neglect myself. I fuckin thought.

But. I've come to the conclusion that i WAS so wrongfully self-centered. All i thought about.. was ME. Consequently, I would blame it all on the things I've witnessed before me. That led me to think this way, that made me so easy-going that I let everything slip away without even noticing. Good thing I didn't lose that one that I wanted and needed the most.

You.

I always knew that i WANT you. That i NEED you. That you're my definition of perfect. You absolutely have something unique that I should keep all to myself. Something that I would not want to share. That something is your heart. Baby, I knew I LOVE you long before you were even mine. I knew it all in the back of my mind, that I'd do anything for you, for us.

But. Somehow I got scared. Real scared. You're that one that I would always want to be a part of me, one that I don't ever ever ever want or dare even think about losing. It doesn't even make any sense. I mean I wanted you so much that if I'll lose you later on, a part of me will subside, half of me will die. "Later on?" Wtf right? I'm sorry you had to deal with my weaknesses. I hate how I had to hurt you so much just because I was selfish. Omg, looking back I'm fuckin stupid for even thinking about ending it with you.

Josue Gabriel Trejo

And as I promised you that I'll give you the universe, I'll keep my word. I will love you like no other. Cause I know you would give back the world to me. A world where happiness will fill the air, with love deeper than the great oceans, with the warmth of your touch that will keep me safe, and with our unbreakable bond that will withstand the test of time..

As cheesy I can be, damn i am sprung.

Everyday I wake up, first thing I think of.. is YOU. Gosh I miss your lips babe. I miss holding your hands while we go for a ride. I miss just talking to you about everything, anything. I miss how we used to hang out everyday. I miss just kissing you trying to make you shut up. I miss all your hilarious stories. I miss you my listener. I miss how you calm me down when I'm furious or sad. I fuckin miss you damnit.

I wanna see you already.
And yes, I want you forever babe.